I am 35 and a mother of 12 children. 4 in heaven and 8 here on earth. My husband and I have been married 16 years this August 2018. As a family we have many struggles. We have 4 children on the Autism spectrum and I have on going chronic health issues and as recent, from my last pregnancy a serious illness. I have been sick since I was 12 with Chronic Fatigue Syndrome and Fibromyalgia as well as other conditions associated to these illnesses. I have also had an eye disease which required me to have a cornea transplant in both eyes as I was going blind. In my younger years I use to question ” Why me?” in regards to being sick and suffering so much. But as my faith has grown I have realized there is a purpose in my suffering. That I still have a purpose in God’s plan. My faith and hope is what gets me through the hardest moments of suffering. God has given me a gift of being able to write. I write for God and to spread His word and teachings, as well as to spread faith and hope to others who are suffering as well.